I thought I knew most of Martin Leckebusch’s hymns, but this wonderful text is new to me. Set beautifully and sung by Sue Gilmurray https://hymnsocietygbi.org.uk/2021/07/this-is-the-newborn-baby-sue-gilmurray/?fbclid=IwAR1vDHgVTtWysEx5jE2e6nHBLSWfCax51buGNWN214eEtjFM2TfmPcRAXVc
Dr Cecilia Medupin Dept of Earth and Environmental Sciences, University of Manchester Dry, cracked and crazed the water-bed lies empty, the earth is thirsty, rain is slow to come, this news is hidden, floods have filled the headlines, the prophets now, not heard, might well be dumb. This is the earth the ground of life, our being, our home to share, to nurture and protect, a gift of God for us and all God’s creatures, to use our knowledge, work to good effect. As people wait, the wells of life are barren, how long, O God, before your people learn that we must live and love and work together, to answer needs that science can discern. The brightest light of wisdom dims in sadness, if we ignore the needs of all the earth, if selfishly we dominate creation, deny the love once given at our birth. Great God, earth mother, father of creation, we plead and cry that you will hear each voice, then motivate your people, bring fresh waters, till earth can sing and once again rejoice! Andrew Pratt 18/6/2021 Words © 2021 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England email@example.com . Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd Metre: 184.108.40.206 Tune: INTERCESSOR (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vX0q8eBGE7A) More information click here
The following items are all written by Marjorie Dobson or Andrew Pratt. More of Marjorie Dobson's writing can be found at Stainer & Bell Ltd - Marjorie Dobson More of Andrew Pratt's writing can be found at Stainer & Bell Ltd - Andrew Pratt Hymn: It was a new beginning on the day the Spirit came It was a new beginning on the day the Spirit came. The house was filled with roaring wind and heads were touched by flame. Their lips were blessed with languages that all could understand and Peter led the charge into this new uncharted land. It was a revelation when the doors were opened wide and all could see what happened to the ones who were inside. “These men are plainly very drunk, at only nine-o-clock. It’s surely very clear they’ve had a monumental shock.” It was a new translation when the Spirit led their speech and Peter stood in front of them and then began to preach. The people were amazed because they understood each word and, what is more, they acted on the message that they heard. It was a new beginning, but the story carries on, as people still find inspiration, though the years have gone. For Pentecost is permanent, the Spirit still holds sway and helps us to translate God’s word and challenge for today. Marjorie Dobson © Words © 2019 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England, http://www.stainer.co.uk. Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd. Metre: 14 14 14 14 Tune: THE LINCOLNSHIRE POACHER Poem: Common language Confusion – as the Babel-babble of languages ripped apart a proud people and scattered them in misunderstanding. Resolution – as a Spirit-filled language swept swiftly through a listening crowd and united them in understanding and community. Same God. Same Spirit. But now in longed-for reconciliation, as the word of death defeated by the love of God was spoken with Pentecostal power. ©Marjorie Dobson Hymn/Poem: Simultaneous translation Simultaneous translation, Parthians, Medes, and Elamites, all the world, it seemed, was listening, here the Spirit cheers, unites. Awe and wonder stunned the people, something new had come to birth, now the Holy Spirit, flaming, spread God's grace across the earth. Faith's foundations shudder, quaking, preconceptions shift and shake, people share anticipation, joy has come and love will wake! Andrew E Pratt (born 1948) © Words © 2012 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England, http://www.stainer.co.uk. Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd. Metre: 8 7 8 7 Tune: DRAKES BROUGHTON; SHIPSTON Inspiration: I hate balloons! I hate balloons! Ever since that day one horrid child burst one behind me at a party, when I was only four, or thereabouts - I’ve hated balloons. And yet …… a street-seller captivates children – and me – by making shapes and animals, as he breathes life into long, thin balloons and curves and twists them in his hands. Then, suddenly, a dog! And a delighted child sees, not breath encased, only a new friend to carry home with glee. Empty, balloons are nothing. Air-filled, they live. Come Holy Spirit, pour new life into me, that I may fill and change and live and grow, transformed by the very breath of God. Marjorie Dobson © Words © 2004 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England, http://www.stainer.co.uk. Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd. Song: Lithe spirit you're bounding and leaping Lithe spirit you're bounding and leaping, stars shimmer and flash from your heels, until the whole world burns with pardon and praise, until the lost know how love feels. O harlequin dazzle by dancing, let joy spring like sparks from a flame, until every person consumed by your love comes blithely to join in your game. Come juggler, spinning and turning our chances and dreams like a top, until all our values are turned upside down whirl on through the world, never stop. Andrew E Pratt (born 1948) © Words © 2002 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England, http://www.stainer.co.uk. Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd. Metre: 9 8 11 8 Tune: LITHE SPIRIT – from Reclaiming Praise & Whatever Name or Creed (https://stainer.co.uk/composer/andrew-pratt/ ) This can be heard with different words at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eTFG7EXQQNM Drama: Pentecost People – Acts 2: 1-21 (Could be used as a substitute for a sermon, or in an interactive service, or in a discussion group. The characters could lead into topics for discussion or conversation.) Reader - Acts 2: 1-21 Narrator: Can you imagine what it must have been like on that day? It must have been sunny – and very hot. What would you have been doing if you were in that crowd? They were mostly Jews from all over the world and this was a religious festival for them. Maybe imagining how you would have felt then is not easy. For that reason, each of the following characters has brought the story into their own time – our time, maybe? Maybe this was your regular visit to Jerusalem and you wouldn’t want to miss it? Regular attender: Do you know I’ve never missed a Sunday at church for the last forty years – apart from holidays and illness, of course. It’s just a part of my way of life. Every Sunday, get up, get dressed in my best, and off I go. I meet my friends, we have a gossip and coffee after the service and it’s all very pleasant and starts the week off on the right note. The service is OK, so long as the hymns are right and you don’t have to listen to the sermon if you don’t want to. I’ve heard it all before anyway. But these extra visitors are not like us regulars. Narrator: Maybe you’re local. You live here and have to put up with the visitors. Local worshipper: I’m not really comfortable when we get too many visitors crowding our church out - like at Christmas, or Harvest Festival – but I reckon they’re not really serious about the service, so I don’t pay them much attention as long as I can be first in the queue for coffee. I’m not sure why these people come, even if it is a special occasion. We’re not a very adventurous kind of church. We know our own ways and like them and nothing exciting is ever likely to happen round here, so we just carry on as usual and they can make of it what they will. Narrator: Maybe you’ve travelled a long way – you’re a Jew, but this isn’t even your country. Stranger from another place: I’m not from round here. My country is very different to this. So I came here to look for safety and security, but it’s not always easy being here. I hoped the church would offer me some kind of refuge, that’s why I came at this special time. I believe in God, so I should be as much a part of this company as anyone else. I struggle with the language sometimes and some people don’t seem very comfortable because I’m here, but I hope that God will speak to me wherever I am, even if the language is different. Narrator: Maybe you think all this is a rip-off. People making money. Cynic: I reckon there’s something fishy going on here. You come to church only because you’ve had your arm twisted up your back by the girl friend to be here for this celebration thing and then it’s just like any other big crowd anywhere. There’s always somebody making a noise, or acting funny, or talking about strange things happening at the front that you can’t see or understand. There are rumours that something’s going to happen and then nothing seems to – not that I can see anyway! I wonder who’s making money out of this and is all this talking and singing just a way of getting you in the mood to hand over even more money Narrator: Maybe you feel others should recognize that it is a privilege for them to be here with you? VIP: It’s really difficult for me when there are all these strangers milling about. Some of them even try to talk to me. But do they know who I am? I have been a pillar of this church and taken on every office I possibly could and given loyal service to this building over many years now. My name has even gone down in its local history and when I speak in a meeting, most people take note of what I’m saying. But it’s so difficult to command respect in a crowd that doesn’t know you. They only come on these special occasions, so I think I should just keep my distance and maybe some of them may recognize that I’m a person of some importance and a force to be reckoned with. Narrator: Maybe you are panicking because you feel out of control? The anxious one: I don’t like crowds. I have never liked crowds. I get panicky and afraid because you never know what might happen. That’s why I keep myself to myself – even in church. I don’t want anyone to know how I feel, so I hide it. And who would be interested in my worries and anxieties anyway? I do try to pray about them sometimes, but I’m not even sure that God would want to listen to someone as insignificant as me. So I just keep quiet and hope that I can get away by myself as soon as possible. But it’s so difficult in this crowd. And I’m so easily frightened. Narrator: The city is hot and noisy and dusty and sweaty and you’re lost and simply moving with the crowd. The lost one: I have no idea of how I got here, or why I should be here. I never do have much idea of who I am or where I’m going. I just keep looking for something new, or interesting and seeing where it leads me. Most times, that means nowhere. I don’t suppose this day is going to be any different. I’m sure there must be lots of people who have definite ideas of where they’re going in life and I sometimes envy them. But, for the moment I’ll just drift along following the next craze and not really caring very much about anything. These people seem to be finding something interesting. I suppose I might as well go along with them. For now. Narrator: Then they come to a standstill outside one particular house. You hear the rumours about the strange people in it. You wait because you’re curious – or simply because you can’t move anywhere else. Then, suddenly – Cynic: What did I tell you, Drunk as lords, they are! The anxious one: Somebody said there was fire somewhere. I’ve got to get out of this! VIP: Oh dear, what a dreadful noise. This isn’t the sort of behaviour you expect from church people. And they tell me he is a common fisherman! Local worshipper: They can’t do that kind of thing round here. It’ll give the neighbourhood a bad name! Regular attender: That man seems to be preaching a very long sermon. I do hope that kind of behaviour won’t catch on! Stranger from another place: Why are they talking like that? Hey, I can understand that! What does this mean? The lost one: What that man’s saying really makes me think. Maybe I ought to start taking things seriously. He’s down to earth, but he’s certainly a powerful speaker. This could be the start of a whole new life! Narrator: All those strange events and Peter filled with a new Spirit of power – surely that was bound to have a tremendous impact on the people there. It certainly did! For one thing, three thousand people were added to the church on that day, as they responded to the message that Peter was giving. Why? Because it was powerful and they could understand it, as it was being explained in their own language. Is there some lesson in this for us – HERE and NOW? ©Marjorie Dobson Hymn: Wind of the Spirit, move us on Wind of the Spirit, move us on, drive us before your force. We need that power to strengthen us of which you are the source. Blow off the cobwebs of the past and set us on your course: O come Holy Spirit, move us on, move us on. O come Holy Spirit, move us on. Fire of the Spirit, burn in us, surround us with your light. Destroy our sense of apathy, give us the will to fight. That with our hearts on fire for Christ we set the world alight: Chorus Voice of the Spirit speak to us, give us your words to say. Inspire the language of your love, help us to preach and pray. That all may hear of saving grace translated for their day: Chorus Christ, let your Spirit sweep through us, your serving church renew. Give us new hope and confidence in all the work we do. That those who seek for faith today may find their way to you: Chorus Marjorie Dobson © Words © 2004 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England, http://www.stainer.co.uk. Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd. Metre : 220.127.116.11.8.6. & Refrain Tune: GOD REST YOU MERRY. Monologue: Three thousand – plus one! He certainly got through to me, that Peter bloke. I’ve never heard anyone be so forceful and so sincere in what he was saying. It was amazing. I don’t know where he got the courage from. After all, he’d been hiding away with the others for weeks and I don’t blame them. They knew the authorities were out to get them if they showed their faces and tried to stir up trouble. The Romans and the religious leaders thought they’d settled their problems by killing Jesus, but they certainly knew that they had to keep his followers under control, or everything would flare up again. So when things seemed to be happening in the hideout, it wasn’t long before a crowd gathered and I was determined to get as good a view as I could. Everybody thought they were drunk when they spilled out of the door. The general opinion was that they’d been drowning their sorrows while they’d been locked away, but now the drink had given them enough courage to get outside again. Then Peter started and we couldn’t believe what he was saying, or his confidence in saying it. By the time he’d finished, he’d totally convinced us that it was our fault that we hadn’t recognized Jesus as the Messiah and so we were the ones who’d crucified him. We’d rejected the very person we’d been expecting for hundreds of years and God wasn’t best pleased with us. All around me people were crying out and asking what they could do to make things right again. As if we could? How could anything change the situation? He was dead and gone and according to Peter, he’d already been taken back to heaven. What difference could we make to that? But he had an answer for that too. If we were really sorry for our mistake and were prepared to be baptised into the name of Christ, as a sign of our repentance, then God would honour that act and be a part of our lives for ever. It reminded me of those days at the Jordan river, many years ago, when that odd, hairy prophet, John was pushing people under the water as a sign of repentance. I didn’t fall for that one then and I wasn’t going to be caught out by this Peter either. All over the place people were falling on their knees amd begging God for forgiveness. I found it really difficult to get out of the crowd; pushing my way through distraught and supposedly repentant people. But I had to get away. I was in danger of being dragged into all this emotion and I didn’t like the idea. So I escaped down a side street and ran home. A little later one of my sons came back and told me that apparently three thousand people had been baptised into this new group. It was unbelievable. I didn’t sleep. I couldn’t. I spent the night pacing up and down, talking to myself and trying not to talk to God. Because I knew, deep in my heart, that Peter was right and I was wrong. And,until I admitted that, I would have to keep God at a distance. So, as day dawned, I knew I had to do something about it. That’s why I’m off now to become number three thousand and one! ©Marjorie Dobson Hymn: A commonwealth of love A commonwealth of love where all are held by grace, it seems idyllic on the page, could it infect this place? Within that upper room were people just like us, but meeting Christ in faith and love transformed their depth of trust. And when we meet with God we cannot but be changed, for God confronts our doubt and fear as lives are rearranged. This day the change begins, the vision is fulfilled, and life will never be the same where love can be distilled. So let us grasp this hope that set the world alight, that love can never be destroyed and fear is put to flight. A commonwealth of love: let's risk a seed of grace to bring this vision into life within this time and place. Andrew E Pratt (born 1948) © Words © 2012 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England, http://www.stainer.co.uk. Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd. Metre: DSM Tune: FROM STRENGTH TO STRENGTH
Holy Week from Sunday to Friday – see also separate posts for Maundy Thursday and Good Friday - appearing soon SUNDAY - From Birth to Pentecost… When Jesus came to Bethlehem there was no harsh a day, they say a census had been called, there was no place to stay; this baby who would shake the world, would first lay down his head, not in a royal house or hall, but in a manger bed. When Jesus went to Nazareth his father had a trade, a carpenter now had a son and business plans were laid; but soon within the temple courts, this lad would have his way, dissenting from his parents' wish, they'd looked for him all day. The path that he set out to tread from Jordan's crowded bank would take him him through a wilderness with neither power nor rank; returning he would scourge the ones and verbally deride a viper's brood, these hypocrites, who dressed themselves in pride. Returning to Jerusalem, but not in regal dress, he's seated on a donkey's back, not here to rule or bless; the temple tables were upturned, but more disturbing still, his challenge to authority would cause the air to chill. That chill was in Gethsemane when he knelt down to pray, and all the pain of all the world seared through him on that day; the time of crisis had arrived to turn from what was right, or walk with soldiers on to what now looked like endless night. The trial came and ones that he had scourged with words scourged him, and this was brutal vengeance now, not wondrous, simply grim: his flesh was ripped, his sinews torn, his body hung to dry, and as the darkness gathered round the whole world seemed to sigh. That ragged child that Mary bore was taken from the tree, the women waited through three days, covertly went to see: they found the tomb was empty now, the one they sought had gone, and as they raced in fear away, the mystery lingered on. Yet through two thousand years and more the influence of that man has rippled down through history from where it first began; his spirit stills inspires a faith that trusts to what is right, to seek for truth, to live in love, keep justice burning bright. Metre: 14 14 14 14 Tune: THE LINCOLNSHIRE POACHER Words: Andrew E Pratt (born 1948) © 2015 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England firstname.lastname@example.org . Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd. From: More than hymns Stainer Bell Ltd., Stainer & Bell Ltd., 2015. MONDAY - If he had come … If he had come as a king with a robe and jewels and a crown of gold, he would have been impressive. But there would have been those who envied him his wealth, tried to steal his jewels, or attempted to rob him of his crown. If he had come with a sword and shield and a following army, he would have demanded obedience. But there would have been those who feared his sword, claimed he was hiding behind his shield, or accused him of using military force to conquer them. If he had come as a priest with elaborate vestments, sanctimonious speeches and zealous religious rituals, he would have commanded respect. But there would have been those who found his vestments ostentatious, suspected him of hypocrisy in his speeches, or felt unable to live up to the impossible regulation of his religion. So, when Jesus came as a vulnerable baby, grew up in a carpenter’s workshop and walked around in everyday clothes, meeting and talking to people about God, it really was a revelation. Jesus brought no threat of wealth, or force of might, or blocking of the pathway to God. He was a man and of the people and though his robe was stained with blood, his crown made of thorns and his death an ignominious execution, the power of his life has everlasting authority. Words: Marjorie Dobson - © Stainer & Bell Ltd 2019 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England email@example.com . Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd © Stainer & Bell Ltd., From Unravelling the Mysteries, Stainer & Bell Ltd., 2019 TUESDAY - Crowd control Flag-waving crowds prefer winners to losers; feel cheated when their heroes are defeated; lose heart when officialdom tears them apart; drift away at the end of the day, when there seems no reason to stay. Palm-waving crowds greeted their king, who said that even the stones would sing if the people were silent. But authority was defiant and jeering, even while the crowds were cheering. And by the end of the week, very few would speak in support of the king the crowds had sought. ©Marjorie Dobson WEDNESAY - Poem: Crowds are fickle - Mark 11:1-11 and 15: 1-39 Crowds are fickle – singing, shouting, clapping, waving, chanting, cheering, wildly blindly enthusiastic, brave and fearless, happy, noisy – on the winning side. Crowds are fickle – shouting, swearing, spitting, screaming, chanting, boo-ing, wildly blindly condemnatory, fierce and fearless, spewing hatred – on the losing side. Faced with judgement, weary, weakened, Jesus hearing chanting, cheering, blindly led by enemy action, knew the fickle crowd had failed him, by their verdict, ‘Crucify!’ Words: Marjorie Dobson - © Stainer & Bell Ltd 2019 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England firstname.lastname@example.org . Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd © Stainer & Bell Ltd., from Unravelling the Mysteries, Stainer & Bell Ltd., 2019 THURSDAY - Each groan of pain from tortured lips Each groan of pain from tortured lips, each tear that falls from anguished eyes, the slightest murmur of a sigh, as yet another victim dies, are nails into the hands of Christ counting against the tyrant’s lies. Each agony of starving death, each haunted look of gaunt despair; the scrabbling hands that search the dirt although the earth is cracked and bare, are echoes in the mind of Christ of his last agonising prayer. Each home destroyed by missile blast, each terror of a war-torn land, the crying of a frightened child alone without a loving hand, are spears pierced in the side of Christ and pain which he can understand. Each empty mind which sees no pain, each ignorance of crying need, the pleas of those who go unheard while others wallow in their greed, are thorns upon the brow of Christ and open wounds that tear and bleed. Each healing touch relieving pain, each voice which speaks aloud for peace, the giving hearts and willing hands working so poverty may cease are living out the words of Christ, striving to give his love release. Metre – 18.104.22.168.8.8. – Suggested tunes – ABINGDON or VENI IMMANUEL Words: Marjorie Dobson © Stainer & Bell Ltd 2004 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England email@example.com . Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd © Stainer & Bell Ltd., From Multicoloured Maze, Stainer & Bell Ltd., 2004 FRIDAY - Afraid and alone and worn out with his praying Afraid and alone and worn out with his praying, his friends sleeping soundly and all unaware that out in the darkness arrest was approaching, and Jesus was frightened and full of despair. Accused and alone and awaiting the judgement, surrounded by enemies out for the kill, with none to defend him and friends who’d betrayed him; yet Jesus stood resolute, silent and still. Abandoned, alone and in agony dying, the torture and pain brought a cry of despair. For then, as the crisis of death was approaching for Jesus, it felt as if God wasn’t there. Now dead and alone, they would bury his body, those friends who found courage to deal with his death. A stone sealed the tomb and with soldiers to guard it, his enemies thought they’d seen Jesus’ last breath. Alone in a garden, a woman was weeping. In spite of precautions, the body was gone. But then through her tears, she could hear her name spoken and Jesus is living. The story goes on! Metre: 12 11 12 11 Suggested tune: STREETS OF LAREDO Words: Marjorie Dobson - © Stainer & Bell Ltd 2019 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England firstname.lastname@example.org . Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd © Stainer & Bell Ltd., from Unravelling the Mysteries, Stainer & Bell Ltd., 2019
GOOD FRIDAY Pilate reacts What kind of king are you, you Jew? The priests condemn you for they say you spite them, yet you will not fight them. They say you claim to be a king to rule them. Do you just fool them? They throw your talk of kingdom in your face. You say that it is not your kind of place, Yet now you claim to know the source of truth? You're not a callow youth. There is no sense in such. You talk too much - and kingdom speeches cannot be allowed. I'll leave the last decision to the crowd. And Christ whose kingdom turned things upside-down was destined then to wear a thorn-spiked crown Marjorie Dobson © 2019 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England email@example.com. Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd. From Unravelling the Mysteries, Stainer & Bell Ltd., 2019. Creation's pulse, the rhythm of each day Creation's pulse, the rhythm of each day, the pulse of God, yet life blood ebbs away. The light is fading, eyes will strain to see. Contorted muscles struggle to be free. Yes God, is dying, God is hung up high, and soon that pulsing life blood will be dry. The darkness falls, life's rhythm has its end, and they will grieve: his mother, father, friend. God hung and died, the butt of human hate, this depth of love demanded such a fate; For when aggression came onto the stage God offered love instead of violent rage. Now all is plain for faulted humankind, no riddle to unravel, fathom, find: that those who know the rhythm of God's grace should loose that pulse of love within this place. Andrew E Pratt (born 1948) Words © 2009 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England firstname.lastname@example.org. Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd. Metre: 10 10 10 10 Tune: WOODLANDS Act of God Flesh and blood, torn apart daily in conflict, terror, crime, torture, accident or Act of God. Act of God, they say. As if a vindictive God oversaw all disaster as an event planned for satisfaction of some unknown purpose. Yet the act of God that tore flesh to the bone and brought agony, despair and death by execution for the sake of humanity is rarely mentioned. Unless it is by those who gather at a table to break bread and drink wine in order to absorb something of the same sacrificial spirit that was in Jesus. Marjorie Dobson © 2019 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England, email@example.com Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd. From Unravelling the Mysteries, Stainer & Bell Ltd., 2019. Tortured, beaten, scarred and tainted Tortured, beaten, scarred and tainted, Not a picture deftly painted, More a tattered, battered being, Torn, disfigured, stark, unseeing. Muscles twisted, strained, contorted, Body dangling, bruised, distorted. Life blood drying, sun-baked, stinging, Hatred, bitter hatred, flinging. Crowds insensate, tempers vented, Full of anger, discontented. Curses scattered, insults flying, Spurned, derided, God is dying. Andrew E Pratt (born 1948) Words © 1997 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England, firstname.lastname@example.org Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd. From Blinded by the Dazzle, Stainer & Bell, 1997. A pieta reflection – Mary cradles Jesus. Audio - make sure sound is turned up - Written and read by Marjorie Dobson. Copyright details under transcript below Click to start
A pieta reflection - Transcript - Marjorie Dobson They let me hold him before they took his body away. They lifted him so gently and carefully and laid him so that his scourged back and bleeding shoulders rested against the soft fabric of my dress. I could feel the torn flesh weeping through the cloth, spreading and seeping through to my skin. The thorns, that mockery of a crown, had gone. Friends had taken them away as quickly as they could, but some had gone so deep they had broken and couldn't be removed and the imprint of that cruel irony was written there in blood. I held his hands, once strong and skilful, crafting wood in the workshop, using the tools of his trade. Gentle, trusting hands I'd held through childhood, now mangled by hammer and nails - an executioner's tools. Healing hands, hands that had helped so many - now broken, the flesh pierced, opened and torn; the bones crushed and splintered. And had they needed to strike with that spear at the end? Couldn't they see he was dead already? Why did they have to put that senseless wound in his side? What had he done to deserve any of that? Couldn't they even let his dead body alone? So, as I cradled his tortured, bloodied head and strand by strand, lifted his tangled hair away from the open wounds above his staring eyes, I raged against the God who gave him to me and then tore him from me in such a violent fashion. Oh, God! Why did you let this happen? You could have saved him! You could have warned him! You could have let him escape. You could have changed their minds before they did this to him. You had the power - why didn't you use it? And as I wept and railed at God, my tears washed down over his beloved face and mingled with his blood and I closed his God-forsaken eyes to shut out the desolation I saw there. At that last moment he'd felt abandoned - even God wasn't listening. But I would make him listen! How could he do this to my son? A mother shouldn't have to watch her child die - and die in such agony. To feel that no one, not God, not his mother, cared what was happening to him! Because I couldn't touch him. I couldn't help him. They wouldn't let me near enough to do anything. Only when it was too late; too late to comfort him; too late for him to feel my touch, to hear my words of love; only then, when it was too late, did they let me come to him. What kind of a God allows that to happen? What kind of a God doesn't answer the prayer of a dying man? What kind of a God promises so much and then allows those promises to die so soon? They had to take his body from me. They were so gentle and understanding, those friends, but I didn't want to let him go. I knew I couldn't do anything for him. Nothing would bring him back. But still I clung to him, knowing it was useless, desperately longing to show him the love he had needed in those last agonising moments. Would he ever know how much I wanted to take his place? I should have been the one to die, not him. I am his mother. I bore him with pain and blood. And when they took his body from me, I felt he had been torn from me again. But this agony is unbearable and this blood is his, not mine. How could God take someone so young, so vibrant, so alive? Oh, God! What have you done? Now he is gone. There is nothing more I can do . His life is over. My agony and desolation is just beginning. Dear God! I feel so angry. I wish I could make sense of this! I hope you can! All I can do is weep. 2019 Stainer & Bell Ltd, London, England, email@example.com Please include any reproduction for local church use on your CCL Licence returns. All wider and any commercial use requires prior application to Stainer & Bell Ltd. From Unravelling the Mysteries, Stainer & Bell Ltd., 2019.